W.E.L.C.O.M.E.

Hay mejo late na toh nangyari, pero I just want to make an entry about her. Kasi masaya ako na she's back to me na. We became officially friends again last 30/01/07 lang. Grabe! kala ko wala ng pag-asa na maging kaibigan ko pa sya ulit. Sayang naman kasi, dahil naging mabait naman sya s'kin. Tsaka ka-bonding ko din sya sa mga ka-chukaran ko sa mga boys noh.hehe.

Kundi lang nangyari ang lahat ng yun, hindi sana kami magkakatampuhan ng mga ilang buwan. Hmm ilang buwan na ba yun? Ayoko ng maalala. Anyway, hindi ko naman binibilang eh.

Actually, the moment na ung mother na nya ang nakakausap ko sa sms about our personal issue, I thought of dropping her out of my life na. Kasi, well let's face it.. in reality minsan kapag nagkaroon ng gap at confrontation ang magkaibigan, they usually ended up not in good terms anymore. Which is so much different the way they were before. So un ang naiisip ko. Maybe to protect myself na din. So that, if that happens I could easily let go. Mahirap din mawala ang isang kaibigan noh.

Honestly, I was scared the moment her mom told me how her daughter is scared of me na daw, na she can't sleep at night na etc. Well, that is not my intetion naman eh. Ok I won't open up my side of the story anymore coz it will be out of the subject na.

Last Saturday, I met up with her at Jollibee. Kasama nya ung two common friends namin. She ended up the issue about us the moment she gave me what i needed. Actually, at first I can't look at her although I'm trying to. I don't know how to begin conversing with her again. But it was nice that she brought along those two common friends of ours. Hmm maybe bcoz they were naturally talkative *joke* kaya they were the one's who broke the ice. Sa totoo lang, natawa nga ako nung sinabi nung friend kong toh na, "Ui si ate rica nagpa-kulay ng buhok!" haha! I don't remember kung nakapag-reply ako sa sinabi nya but the moment she said that, some thoughts were running on my mind..na "whoa! are you starting to break the ice or what?" or "WHew! thanks for a good start! with an inserted emo of stuck out tongue (=p)" But if ever I didn't had a chance to reply to her I would say sana na, hindi po ako nagpa-kulay ng hair. Na baka akala nya lang un kasi I think usually whenever we see each other eh naka-pony tail ako kaya baka hindi nya lang nahahalata ang color ng hair ko na ganun.hehe...

Nung pauwi na kami she told me na nahihiya daw sya s'kin. I thought again, "Ako din kaya.hehe". Pero ang reply ko naman ata nun eh "Hehe. Ok na yun." tapos tawa lang.hehe.

When I got back home, I sms her mom to tell her na na-receive ko na ung binigay ng daughter nya. Tapos mejo textmate na din kami ng friend kung yun. Tapos un na. I haven't got the chance to sms her lately kasi I'm VERY busy pa talaga, and wala na kong time mag-text, kaya hindi ko pa sya nakakausap ulit.

Sana maka-text ko sya ulit gaya ng dati. =D