W.E.L.C.O.M.E.

Wednesday

Tired....

Alam nio, sabi ko pa man din sa sarili ko, " Ah! ang next entry ko sa blog ko eh tungkol kay jaejin." Pero walang nangyari noh? hehe. di ko kasi maasikaso yung pics na ipo-post ko at wala ako sa kondisyon sabihin ang mga kabaliwan ko tungkol sa kanya. Pero nyemas talaga! love ko ang batang yun! Kainis! bakit ba nahuli syang iniluwal dito sa mundo?! Argh talaga!

Anyway, ilang araw na din ata akong hindi nakakapag-entry dito ng matino sa blog ko. Hay, sobrang pagod kasi galing school eh. Parang wala ng time magisip ng sasabihin sa mga nangyari sa maghapon ko. Pinilit ko lang sarili ko ngaun. Well kung sa bagay naman kasi may sort of maganda naman kasing nangyari today. Now that i got my NBI clearance na! ^^

This afternoon me and my friend went to carriedo to apply for NBI clearance. Ok naman ang nangyari. Nakuha ko na din ngaung araw din na toh ang NBI clearance ko. Yun nga lang.. yung akin lang ang na-release. Yung sa friend ko, makukuha nya pa yung kanya sa Monday pa.

Kelangan kasi namin yun for our OJT eh. Hay magj-July na wala pa rin kaming ina-apply-an na work. Musta naman?! Pero inaasikaso na din naman na namin. Sa NAIA na talaga ako mago-OJT. Final na yun!

Oh sige na. Inaantok na kasi ako eh. Kaso maya-maya gigising pa ako. Kelangan ko pa kasi gumawa ng report eh.

Goodnight sa inyong lahat. muah!

Pahabol:
Nga pala! Windang ako sa nabalitaan ko. Dad na daw si Park Yoochun ng DBSG! O.O Wah!!! Ano ba! gusto kong malaman ang katotohanan mula snio! Ano ba talaga ang totoo?

Ok. B-bye na ulet! hehe.
posted by rian at 6/27/2007 07:39:00 PM 1 comments

Sunday

Personality Readings

The first thing that you do is add the month, date, and year that you were born.
(example 11/23/57 = 11+23+1957 = 1991)
You take the sum and add these numbers (1+9+9+1=20)
This birth date's personality card would be The Judgement Card.
If the total of your number is 22 or more, you would add those numbers as well to come up with a number that is 21 or below.
For example, if your sum was 22, you would add 2+2 =4 and the personality card would be the Emperor.

2 High Priestess3 Empress 4 Emperor
5 Hierophant6 Lovers 7 Chariot
8 Strength9 Hermit10 Wheel of Fortune
11 Justice12 Hanged Man13 Death
14 Temperance15 Devil16 Tower
17 Star 18 Moon 19 Sun
20 Judgement21 World

7 + 1 + 1987 = 1995
1 + 9 + 9 + 5 = 24
2 + 4 = 6

I got 6 which is "the Lovers".

# 6 The Lovers: You learn most about yourself through the people with whom you have relationships. Unrestricted and honest communications are vital. You may also be consumed with whatever it is that your involved with, be it a relationship or an activity.


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I must say the result was true. Yes, I do learn from those people around me. Maybe, because I don't just learn from my own mistakes but from their mistakes also. That made me more observant and analytical to things before doing something--- which is good. In communicating with me, it is true that it is vital for me to communicate without restrictions and honesty is one thing I value. That is because, the more a person is honest to me, the more I can get closer to him/her. The more I can be myself. The more approachable I will be towards the person. Consumed? Gosh! so much!--- In all aspect.

credit: http://members.aol.com/lsahara/birth.htm
posted by rian at 6/24/2007 02:22:00 AM 0 comments

Friday

Home Alas!

Sh*t! kakapagod ang buong araw ko! Nakadagdag din siguro sa pagod ang init. Hay sobrang init kasi eh.

Ito pa! I feel kulang tuloy buong araw na toh, kasi naiwanan ko dito sa bahay ang cellphone ko. Tsk! ang hirap pala ng walang cellphone noh?

Anyway, so how's my day at school? well, absent ako for my 1130-0100 subject. Ang pinasukan ko ng subject eh yung for my 0100-0230 class. Hanggang 0700 ako today. Grabe! sa lahat ng mga profs ko yung pang-last subect ko today ang pinakakinakabahan ako. Bukod kasi sa Ambassador eh Dean pa namin sya. Tsaka he kinda looks tough eh. But my friends says he's nice naman daw. Still, i get nervous pa rin eh.

Pag-uwi ko mejo mahirap ng sumakay at ma-traffic na din. Syempre naman noh! rush hour na kaya! Kainis! uwing-uwi pa naman na ako!

Pag-uwi ko, diretso agad ako sa kusina para kumain. Gutom eh. Tapos I told my mom something really important, pero parang wala lang... wala syang masyadong naging reaction. In short, hindi nya ako matutulungan. Damn! importante yun s'kin! ofcourse nga naman! hindi nya yun mafe-feel kasi wala naman sya nitong pinoproblema ko! ARGH! I HATE HER TODAY! Kaya nga after kong kumain, magpakain ng doggies at mag-dishwashing eh umakyat na ako sa room ko. I'm thinking not be OL tonight nga eh, kasi I'm tired na. But then, nakita ko open naman ang laptop ko at nakakabit yung cord ng smartbro. so yun I've decided na mag-OL na nga lang talaga. Naalala ko, naiwan ko kasi kaninang bukas tong laptop na toh hanggang sa umalis na ako for school.

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Nga pala, kadarating ko lang kahapon from my out of town trip with my mom. My field work kasi sya sa pinuntahan namin tapos sumama lang ako. Shax! ang sarap pala sa probinsya. Ang sarap ng hangin dun, pati mga pagkain, sigurado kang fresh. Kaso nga lang ang technology mejo ehem need pa ng improvement. Dun ako nahirapan. Well, hindi naman sa poor ang technology sa probinsya, pero iba pa din dito sa Manila eh. Gets?

Hay palagi akong busog dun. Palagi kasi akong pinapakain ni mama. Tapos bawat punatahan naming bahay eh palagi may kainan. Ganun ba talaga sa probinsya? Halos kasi parang kakakain mo lang eh kakain na naman ulit eh. Grabe naman yun!

Sa trip kong yun, pinakanag-enjoy ako sa pagsakay ko sa motorbike. Hmm may tamang term ba dun? Basta, kasi sa probinsya di ba minsan ang transpo dun eh yung motorbike? Yung aangkas ka sa likuran nung driver para makarating ka sa pupuntahan mo. Whoa! I got to experience that. Ang saya! Ilang beses naming naging means of transpo yun tapos ang hahaba pa ng tinakbo ng motobike namin, tapos malubaklubak pa ang daan. Tapos ito pa! nag-pamboat kami papuntang ibang town. Sa surigao kasi island island dun di ba? So yun naman ang isa sa mga means ng transpo doon kung gusto mong pumunta sa ibang bayan. Grabe! inabot kami hanggang 0800 ng gabi sa laot. Hay ang ganda ng langit. Ang daming stars at nakita koa ng fave moon ko-- ang crescent moon. Ang payapa pa ng dagat. Smooth sailing kami, kaso yun nga lang maingay kasi maingay yung makina nung pambaot na yun. I'm worried nga na baka mabingi ako eh. Worried din ako sa driver nun at dalawa nyang anak. Sila ang staff anf crew ng pamboat na yun. haha! Worried ako sa kanila kasi kawawa naman sila, kung yun ang ikinabubuhay nila-- sa ingay ng motor na yun na nakakabingi na. Hay pano sila nabubuhay at nakakatiis sa ganung hanap-buhay? Na-touched nga ako sa dalawang bata na yun eh (mga anak nung driver ng pamboat) kasi grabe, hindi na sila inuutusan ng tatay nila na gawin ito-iyon. Kusa na nilang ginagawa yun. Sa murang edad ng mga batang yun eh alam na nila ang mga gagawin nila. Tapos habang kami nakaupo sa lilim, yung mga batang yun eh nasa initan. Parang feeling ko tuloy may barrier between us. Pero bilib ako sa mga batang yun, lalo pa't andun sila nakababad sa initan na parang wala lang sa kanila ang sakit ng init ng araw. Sana nga lang, kung may pera or may something lang ako na galing sa sarii kong bulsa eh binigyan ko na sila. Kaso mejo natatakot naman ako bigyan sila na galing sa mom ko yung pinagbibigay sa kanila kasi baka mapagalitan ako eh. Pero na-feel din pala ni mama naffe-feel ko, kaya yun binugyan namin ang mag-aana ng baon naming fried fish. Tapos may 3 o 4 na buko pa kaming natira, actually hindi nakain, iniwan na din namin yun dun sa pamboat pagbaba namin-- pagdating namin sa Surigao City. Dahil sa mga batang yun, nanliliit tuloy ako sa sarili ko eh. Inspiring ang mga batang yun. Sana someday kahit ibang tao o bata eh may matulungan ako. Hindi yung hanggang awa nalang ako kasi wala naman ako magawa.

Hay... sana maulit ulit! ^___________________^
posted by rian at 6/22/2007 09:22:00 PM 0 comments

Saturday

Yes! REST DAY! sa wakas!

Hala! di ko namalayan ang oras, ala una na pala ng umaga.

Gaya pa rin ng dati... di pa din ako tulog. To think na pagod na pagod ako ngaun ah.

Kanina I had to submit my form for changing of subjects. Na-dissolve kasi yung isa kong subject (Argumentation & Debate) tapos yung time na nalipat ako eh nag-conflict naman na sa time ng Statistics subject ko. Kaya yun... buti naayos ko na.

Hay iniiwasan ko ngang magka-subject ng maaga eh napunta pa din ako sa mejo maaga pa rin! Ang gusto ko kasi ang pasok ko 1 eh. Pero lahat na 1130 ang 1st subjects ko--- After kong mag-change ng time for my stats subject.

Monday & Thursday
Intermediate Spanish- 1130-0100
Argumetation & Debate- 0400-0530

Tuesday & Friday
Statistics- 1130-0100
Int'l Law- 0100-0230
Int'l Orgs- 0400-0530
Phil. Foreign Policy- 0530-0700

Whoa! come to think of it, hindi balanse ang mga subjects ko! O.O...
Syete! Hindi ko naayos ang pagkaka-sched ko ng mga subjects ko!......
Well, anyway kasalanan ko din naman kasi n-close-an na ko. Tagal ko kasing nagpa-plot ng mga subjects ko eh. Yan tuloy! hmph!

Hay yaan mo nga! Kaya yan!.. sana nga lang makapag-OJT me kahit mga gabi o madaling araw o umaga na dun sa NAIA tutal 24 hours namang bukas dun. Puro kasi school ako in the afternoon eh. Hindi naman ako pwede mag-OJT in my vacant periods coz of the distance of NAIA from school.

Anyway, rest day ko ngaun. Walang pasok! hehehe....
Mamaya I'm going to buy my MP4 na. Ang saya-saya! Tapos tomorrow (sunday) I'll be out of town. So I won't be going to school for 2 days (Mon. & Tue.). Also, I wont' be OL starting tomorrow na. But I'll see to it that before I leave I'll visit first our forum. Mami-miss ko kasi yun for sure.

Sabi nung classmate ko noon that on Monday, our college will give our recommendation letters for our application for the OJT. At aabsent nga ako--- remember? Musta naman?! Hay bahala na! Kukunin ko nalang yun sa college namin. hehe...........
posted by rian at 6/16/2007 01:25:00 AM 0 comments

Recent me!

Kaninang gabi na kuha.
For no reason at all (again). Haha!

posted by rian at 6/16/2007 01:01:00 AM 0 comments

Thursday

First Day of School!

Sheesh! maya-maya papasok na ako sa school. Maging maganda kaya ang unang araw ko? Hay tinatamad pa ako pumasok. Feeling ko ampangit pangit ko pa. Hindi ko pa kasi napapaghandaan ang araw na ito eh.

Anyway, here's my sched for today:

Intermediate Spanish - 1130-0100
Argumentation & Debate- 0230-0400
Statistics - 0400-0530

Shax! kinakabahan na ako! T^T
posted by rian at 6/14/2007 12:06:00 AM 0 comments

Wednesday

Letting go...

"Letting go of something important for something new."

Hay.. today I decided to delete all of my treasured suju pics in my docs. Nakakalungkot nga eh. Ilang buwan ko ding pinagbuhusan ng oras at panahon yun. Ngayon, saan ka na naman yun hahagilapin? =C Kelangan magsimula ulit sa umpisa.

Matagal ko na din pinapagisipan yun eh. Kaso ngaung araw lang talaga na ito ako nakapag-desisyon na. Nagh-hang na kasi ang laptop ko pagnagd-DL ako eh. Ito ang consequence; kung gusto kong mag-stay ang mga pics ko na yun, hindi ako magdDL or vice-versa. Kaya nga mejo matagal na din akong hindi nakakapag-DL eh. Dahil doon. Dahil ayokong mawala yung mga pics ko. At halos araw-araw eh padagdag ng padagdag ang mga iyon. Kanina, kahit masakit sa loob eh dinilit ko na rin, kasi mukhang somehow I felt na need ko naman atang bigyang pansin ang audio at video thread namin sa forum. Tsaka ako din. Dapat ng makasabay sa mga suju happenings. Kaya yun na ang ginawa ko.

Hmm... hindi naman ako nagsisisi. Mejo madami naman na akong na-DL ngaun. At wala naman akong nagiging problema sa ngaun sa laptop ko. Kaya ok lang. OK lang ako ngaun.

*Kala mo naman napaka-seryoso ng nangyari?! ADIK!
posted by rian at 6/13/2007 08:57:00 PM 0 comments

Monday

TT TT TT..... Sorry po for what happened today.

Hay kawawa naman yung driver namin. Napagalitan.
Ewan ko, at hindi ko maintindihan kanila mama at Loy kung anong ikinaiinit ng mga ulo nila sa kanya.
Mukha namang mabait ang driver naming yun.
Isa din yun sa factor na ikanagagalit ko today. Yung inaasal nila towards him.
Parang maiinit kasi dugo nila sa kanya, eh wala naman syang ginagawang masama.
Ok. nagkakamali sya, pero i don't think its enough na maging ganun nalang sila sa kanya.

As in umpisang-umpisa palang eh... ganun na sila sa kanya.

Bakit sila ganun? kakaumpisa palang naman nya eh. Hindi lang sya nagaadjust sa mga lugar na gusto naming puntahan, kundi pati sa mga ugali namin.
Kaya paminsan tingin nila eengot engot pa sya eh dahil nahihiya pa sya s'min. Hindi pa nya alam kung anong approach ang pwede nyang gawin.
Masunurin naman sya ah. Kaso, oo nga masunurin, kaso nasobrahan naman ata. Mejo ayaw nga nila ng ganun, kasi walang sariling diskarte.

Pero, naku naman! Why can't they give him a chance to prove himself. Ang j-judgemental nila eh.

Gaya nalang ng nangyari kanina................

Yung pang lock ng kotse, nahulog ng hindi sadya nung driver (sa loob ng car).

Toh naman si mama kung anu-ano ng sinabi sa kanya. I'm sure n-hurt yung driver kasi ako nga na nakaka-feel lang eh na-hurt talaga, sya pa kaya.

On my part kasi, sa tingin ko, yung lock talaga nung car eh mejo may diperensya na matagal na.

Hay naku! automatic daw ang lock nung car na yun sabi ni mama.

Eh what's so automatic about it, eh twing sasakay nga ako dun, at pinindot na yung auto lock ng car eh I need to push down pa yung lock nun to be sure. Same thing when I'm going out of the car na, I am doing otherwise. So buttom line is, its sira na talaga.

But then, yung nangyari kanina, minalas lang sya na sa lock ng door nya nasira yung lock nung car. Poor him. =C

I'm sure naman, mom won't accept the fact na sira na nga talaga noon pa yung lock nun. Kasi kanina palang yun ang ini-emphasize nya. Na hindi daw yun sira. Na kasi auto lock daw yun kaya no need ng hatak-hatakin pa yung lock twing lalabas ng car.

Tapos, heto namang kapatid ko. Ayaw nya din dun sa driver. Tatanga-tanga daw kasi. But then, Ate Ana told me everything that happened about the driver and my brother. The driver told her naman kasi. She said to me na , ganun nga daw ang nangyari kasi nung sumakay daw si Loy sa car eh hindi naman daw nya sinabi kung saang mapua pupunta. Eh what the driver thought is that, the mapua he is talking about is the mapua in intramuros and not in makati. If only daw sinabi nya kung saang mapua yun eh alam na nya. Mas nagkaintindihan sana sila. Kaso, simpleng mapua lang daw kasi ang sinabi nya eh; o kaya naman kasi if ever nasabi ng brother ko kung saang mapua yun, eh hindi yun narinig nung driver; or when my brother say it eh hindi malumanay. Kasi naman, kahit sino naman noh, hindi magkakaintindihan kung the way you talk eh parang pagalit or parang wala sa mood kausapain yun kausap nya, tapos toh namang driver eh kinakabahan pa. Hay what happened is simply just a miscommunication. But my brother don't have to act like that toward him. I feel bad. Ang arrogant nya.

Sa totoo lang, mejo na-assess ko naman na yung driver at mukhang he's doing his best to satisfy us. But then, they don't see it.

I had a talk with him nga when he was driving me home. He says that palagi daw nyang binibida kami sa family nya. Ambait bait daw kasi nila mama at papa. Na kahit daw ganun lang ang salary eh ok na. He's very thankful nga na naging driver daw namin sya. As in, i was so touched by his words. I saw his sincerity naman when he said that. I can feel na he's a good person and he's trying to fit in. If only they knew about it, they would also feel the way I feel.

Honestly, the first time I saw him, nabaitan na talaga ko sa kanya. Tapos nung nakipag-usap pa sya eh mas lalo kong nakita na mabait nga syang talaga. Kala ko nga they would like him eh. Pero bakit nagkaganun? Nice to talk to and presentable driver naman sya, kaya I don't think magkaka-problema kami dun, kaso yun nga lang, masyado syang mabait.

You know, I've been thinking of a reason why they act like that on him. And the only reason I had in mind is because of my father who hired him. Si papa kasi, tinggal sa trabaho yung driver ni mama. Na si mama mismo ang kumuha para maging driver nya. Kaso mejo nagkaroon ng problem at ganun na nga ang ginawa ni papa sa driver namin na yun. I was thinking na that must be the reason why they dont like our new driver. Kasi I feel na feeling ni mama siguro is that that driver is not a trusted one, coz he might be kampi to papa instead to her. Hay ang i-immature talaga. You see, you can never learn to like someone when you don't like the person itself. Because all you will see are his liabilities and not his assets.

Pero I don't think na ganun ang driver na yun. Gaya ng tingin nila sa kanya.

Hay, I think mom's going to fire him soon.

Malulungkot ako. =C

Mejo kasi ang p-perfectionist nila eh.

Hay sila nalang kasi ang mag-drive!.. feeling ko pagganyan sila walang magtatagal eh.

Sana maging fair naman sila. Wag silang pangunahan ng kanilang mga emosyon. Think before they act.

Lalo pa, si mama na nga mismo ang may sabi, may pinapag-aral pa ang driver namin na yun. Malaki na din ang maitutulong namin sa pamilya nila.

Nakakalungkot naman.
posted by rian at 6/11/2007 04:41:00 PM 0 comments

What my name means?

Di ba pagsinabing full name, ibig sabihin kasama din yung surname? When I took this numerology test it requires to put my full name. I tried it in 2 ways; one with only my 2 names and the other one I already included my surname. But then, it seemed like my personality are much nearer to the data given with my name only. Mejo malayo na kasi sa personality at character ko yung sinsabi when i included my surname eh. Besides, I think hindi din pwede ang surname ko coz it is a "tagalog" word. And i think english lang ang pwede dun. Kaya din siguro hindi tumugma sa pagkatao ko yung kinalabasan ng resulta dahil dun. Magkaganun man, perfection naman ang result. Grabe! galing! wala na naman akong nasabi kundi, "wah oo nga!", "ay oo ganyan o ganito nga ako!" etc.

Ito ang nakuha kong resulta;
What Your Name Means

You entered: rica ann

There are 7 letters in your name.
Those 7 letters total to 33
There are 3 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Spanish Female Rules the home.
Norse Female Diminutive of Erica: Feminine form of Eric: Forever strong.

Your number is: 6

The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility (?), protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.

The expression or destiny for #6:
The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.

The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.

If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others (so true). In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.

Your Soul Urge number is: 11

A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.

If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.

If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.

The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.

Your Inner Dream number is: 22

An Inner Dream number of 22 means:
You dream of being a master organizer and a builder of monumental projects; of guiding a truly huge endeavor. Your secret fantasy is to think big and imagine what could be done for the world. You may also dream of the huge rewards.

All with special marks are who i am.

few parenthesis are just my side comment or reaction.

I therefore conclude, na totoo ngang meant para maging homebuddy ako. That I don't have to wonder why im always wanting to help other people especially those who are in need in the future. And also, that I'm more on my inner self which makes me a real introverted type of person.


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When i read about the characteristics of my first name when I entered just that name, the result became a little bit interesting for me. That is why when I took it, I've decided to put it here as well.

I'll also be putting my second name later. And I'll be commenting on that afterwards.

What Your Name Means

You entered: rica

There are 4 letters in your name.
Those 4 letters total to 22
There are 2 vowels and 2 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Spanish Female Rules the home.
Norse Female Diminutive of Erica: Feminine form of Eric: Forever strong.

Your number is: 22

The characteristics of #22 are: The Master Builder, large endeavors, powerful force, a leader. (the rest, not yet proven, but i want to be like that.)

The expression or destiny for #22:
Your Expression is represented by the master number, 22. The key word for the number 22 is that of master builder. This is a very hard number to fully live up to because it is capable of such great accomplishment. You no doubt will be extremely capable at whatever work you choose to do in life. You are especially equipped to handle large scale undertakings in the material world. Thus, the reference to master builder. The 22 possesses unique qualities and often very unorthodox approaches to problem solving. You are apt to be a very strong leader, and one who is not afraid to lead in new directions. Your perceptions are well beyond the norm.

When the 22 Expression operates within you in a positive vein, you are endowed with the most practical approach, but this practical or material sense is tempered with an awareness of non-material forces. You are very much the idealist, which the material skills to build and develop for the good of mankind. In a positive 22, the inner strength is clearly visible, and if developed, this strength will possess the charisma to attract a following.

If expressed in a negative manner, the 22 may accentuate unorthodox methods to the point of eccentricity. This negative expression can also be very dominating and overbearing.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities (take pride? not sure) and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others (most likely).

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

Mostly, all with special marks are everything that i wanted to become, but all of that are all in my head. I'm kinda hoping that when I get maturer I'll be like that, in a way. On the other hand, few of that are somewhat me in real life. And that's a fact.

Those with parenthesis are just my side comment or reaction.

Honestly, ang galing ng result na ito! nakuha nya ang most of the characteristics that I want to have for myself. Yung tipong characteristics na ini-imagine ko sa head ko na maging. Pero hindi pa nangyayari.


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What Your Name Means

You entered: ann

There are 3 letters in your name.
Those 3 letters total to 11
There are 1 vowels and 2 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Russian Female Variant of Hebrew Hannah. Favor. Grace.
Irish Male Priceless.
Hebrew Female Variant of Hannah: Favour or grace. God has favoured me. Prayer.
German Male Name of a king.
English Male Merciful.
English Female A variant of Hannah introduced to Britain in the 13th century, made popular in the 14th century by the cult of St Anne. The form of the name varies with fashion:.
Anglo-Saxon Male Graceful.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane (well only my name i guess), intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong (pero hindi naman ako bilib); in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability (when it comes to a situation only). Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

This is much more nearer when it comes to the real me than the previous result.

Everything with special marks are who I am.

But most likely me, when it come to the other side of me. Gets? You see, not to mention, I got split personality at times. phew! I dont know if it is good or bad for me. Is it?

credit: www.paulsadowski.com
posted by rian at 6/11/2007 01:27:00 AM 0 comments

Friday

Birthdate Freak!

Hay ewan ko ba kung anong nangyayari s'kin at ginagawa ko ito!

Bigla ko nalang kasing naisip na alamin kung anong meron sa birthdate ko na may kinalaman sa aking pagkatao. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ko biglang naisipan gawin toh! Hay may birthday and age sickness na ata talaga ako! TT TT TT TT.................

Here's what my life path says about me:

July 1, 1987

+ Your Life path number is 6.

The Life Path 6 suggests that you entered this plane with tools to become the ultimate nurturer, and a beacon for truth, justice, righteousness, and domesticity. Your paternal, or maternal, as the case may be, instincts with a 6 Life Path exceed all others by a considerable margin. Whether in the home or in the work place, you are the predominant caretaker and family head. While the 6 may assume significant responsibilities in the community, the life revolves around the immediate home and family, for this is the most domestic of numbers. Conservative principles and convictions are deeply ingrained and define your character.

You are idealistic and must feel useful to be happy. The main contribution you make is that of advice, service, and ever present support. You are a humanitarian of the first order. It is your role to serve others, and you start in the home environment. You are very human and realistic about life, and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home, the family and the friends.

This is the Life Path related to leadership by example and assumption of responsibility, thus, it is your obligation to pick up the burden and always be ready to help. If you are like the majority with Life Path 6, you are one who will willingly carry far more than your fair share of any load, and you are always there when needed. In doing so, you take ownership and often become an authority over the situation.

In romance, the 6 is loyal and devoted. A a caretaker type, you are apt to attract partners who are somewhat weaker and more needy than yourself; someone you can care for and protect. The main ingredient that must prevail in the relationship is complete harmony. You don't function well in stressful relationships that become challenges for you to control. It is the same with friends, you are loyal and trustworthy. But there is a tendency for you to become dominating and controlling.

It's likely you feel compelled to function with strength and compassion. You are a sympathetic and kind person, generous with personal and material resources. Wisdom, balance, and understanding are the cornerstones of your life, and these define your approach to life in general. Your extraordinary wisdom and the ability to understand the problems of others is apt to commence from an early age. This allows you to easily span the generation gap and assume an important role in life early on.

The number 6 Life Path actually produces few negative examples, but there are some pitfalls peculiar to the path. You may have a tendency to become overwhelmed by responsibilities and a slave to others, especially members of you own family or close friends. It's easy for you to fall into a pattern of being too critical of others; you also have a tendency to become to hard on yourself. The misuse of this Life Path produce tendencies for you to engage in exaggeration, over-expansiveness, and self-righteousness. Modesty and humility may not flow easily. Imposing one's views in an interfering or meddling way must be an issue of concern.

The natural burdens of this number are heavy, and on rare occasions, responsibility is abdicated by persons with this Life Path 6. This rejection of responsibility will make you feel very guilty and uneasy, and it will have very damaging effects upon your relationships with others.


Those with special marks are who I am.

Galing noh?! Ang daming tinama.

...and i therefore conclude that i am forever the pros and cons of being emotional.

credits: http://www.paulsadowski.com/BirthData.asp + http://www.astrology-numerology.com/num-lifepath.html#lp6
posted by rian at 6/08/2007 06:23:00 PM 0 comments

Kyuwook_____________ TT TT TT

Putek! APEKTADO AKO SA VIDEO NA YAN!!!... TT TT TT
Grabe talaga ang closeness nila. Kakapangselos!..................
Sa totoo lang of all the yaoiness sa super junior, dalawang pair lang sa kanila ang talagang "whoa!" napapagisipan ka ng kung anu-ano na.
Para na kasing totoo eh....
Parang kung baga to the next level na. Argh!!!...

Hay! bakit silang dalawa pa! huhuhu....
Well, like ko naman ang closeness and friendship nilang dalawa, pero kasi minsan iba na eh...
Iba na ang dating. Nakupo!

Yan tuloy! napa-PARAN ako ng wala sa oras. Kaya yun, yung "forever loving you" na tuloy nila ang naging bg music ko.

posted by rian at 6/08/2007 03:14:00 PM 0 comments

Wednesday

Heart's beating (very) fast

Shax! I'm so kilig right now. As in kanina ko pa k-txmate si Mersh! Kahit andito Tita ko eh para akong kiti-kiti sa kilig. Tapos nakangiti na parang timang. Hay hindi ko ma-control eh. Kinikilig talaga ako. Ang saya-saya naman! Ang sarap ng aking pakiramdam! ^_^
posted by rian at 6/06/2007 10:04:00 PM 1 comments

Sleepyhead All Day Long

Darn it! Napakaantukin ko kanina pa! Ngaun nalang tuloy ako nakapagOL. Mejo maaga ako kaninang umaga nagising, pero natulog din sa sofa after some hour. Hindi ko na nga nakain yung oatmeal ko eh. Nakain ko nalang yun pagkagising ko ulit.

Paggising ko kanina.. hay inaantok pa rin ako! Kaso hindi naman ako makatulog dahil kinuha ko muna yung baby dahil yung Tita ko eh hindi pa kumakain. Tapos mejo naglaro-laro pa kami nung baby. After that, I went to the living room to charge my phone. I'm gonna sms sana my dad na ikuha ako ng postal ID at sedula sa City Hall, kaso wala naman pala akong number nya. Hay sayang...

I stayed in the living room watching TV. After awhile inaantok-antok na naman ako kaso mas ginusto ko pang manood muna ng TV kesa matulog. Kaya yun. Awhile ago, I turned off the TV na para matulog. Sabi ko nga mamaya paggising ko nalang ako magoOL. Kaso hindi naman ako makatulog dun. Kaya umakyat nalang ako sa bedroom ko para dun matulog. Kaso wala pa rin eh. Hanggang sa heto na ako. Nag-OL nalang ako.

I get it na why I can't sleep na! Dahil yun kay Mersh! Aish! Storbo sya noh? hehe. I got an sms from him kasi, thanking me sa reflection paper na ginawa ko. N-touched daw kasi sya. Eh the moment na mabasa ko yun.. hayun! naging dilat na dilat na ako. I replied to him pa nga eh. Kaso mejo feeling inaantok na naman ako nung antagal na hindi pa rin sya nagre-reply. Kainis nga eh. TT TT TT WALA NA AKONG LOAD! kaya yun! hindi ko na sya ulit ma-replyan. Hehe maya-maya lalabas ako para magpa-load. Sayang din naman ang opportunity na yun kung hindi ko sya makakausap eh. Minsan lang yun! Kaya I'll grab it na. ^^v
posted by rian at 6/06/2007 07:17:00 PM 0 comments

Tuesday

Hey! Hey!

Shax! pagOL ko ngaun sa forum namin, nagulat ako sa PM s'kin ni Ances. Naks! ginawan nya ako ng wook banner! ^^.. gift nya daw s'kin. Ito oh...

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Eek! As far as I remember kasi, ang sabi nya s'kin noon ang gift nya daw for my b-day is yung Wook banner ko here sa blog. Pero, hayun! ginawan nya pa ako ng avi at banner. Hindi daw kasi sya matahimik dahil hindi match yung avi na nauna nyang ginawa for me, kaya ginawan nya ako ng banner. Bait nya noh?hehe.

Super advance ang b-day gift nya s'kin ah. As in! to the point nga na sya palang ang kauna-unahang nagbigay ng gift for my b-day this year eh. Kaka-touch naman. ^_^ Kasi naman, Hindi ko yun expected eh. Sa totoo lang ah.

Ah! come to think of it, I think naging much stronger ang bond namin now than before. Hay laking tulong ni Wook noh? Naks naman! Shhh.. wag nyo sasabihin yun kay Wook! baka lumaki ang ulo.hehehe. Joke.

Basta! Thanks ulit Ances. Bukod sa grinant mo ang "grant me" list ko dito sa blog ko, eh madami ka pa s'king naibigay na iba pa. Thanks talaga! Naku! inuulan ka na ng aking mga pasasalamat. Pasencia ka na.hehehehe. =D

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Whew! kakapagod! Nagpunta kami kanina sa Glorietta, SM at Landmark. Nagpunta kami dun para mag-grocery and at the same time mag-canvas na rin ng MP4. Hehe.. price kasi ng mom ko for me dahil naka-1.50 ako sa comparative gov't subject ko. Hay, actually I want nga sana eh ipod but then ang mahal nya pala, at hindi kasing ganda ng features ang ipod kumpara sa nakita kong mp4 kanina. Shax! I'm gonna buy that MP4 na talaga! Swak na swak sya for me eh. Maganda ang features kasi pwede din syang vid at digi cam. Tsaka, external ang memory, which means pwede ko pang-iUP ang memory nya. Cool di ba? Oks na oks na yun s'kin! much cheaper pa sa ipod. Sa SM Makati ko yun nakita. Mom told me na pagnabayaran na daw sya sa isa nyang transaction eh yun ang ipapambili nya nun. But I don't have to worry, kasi probably next week daw eh ok na yun, sabi ng Tita ko. Hay sana nga noh? Para naman magamit ko sya pagpunta ko sa Surigao this 18. Ayoko namang m-bored dun noh. Eh walang kwenta naman kasi ang phone ko. Internal kasi ang memory so, limited stuff lang ang pwedeng ilagay dun. Hay ni hindi ko nga malagyan ng songs eh. Kainis! Kaya much better kung mabibilhan ako nun.

After namin mag-canvas ng price ng mga MP4, saka na kami nag-grocery. Hay ambigat ng mga pinamili namin! Hindi na kasi kami nagpatulong sa mga crew dun kasi wala na kaming money pang-bigay sa service fee nila. Pano kasi, mejo n-short kami kanina sa grinocery namin.hehehe. Pero oks lang. Wala namang nakakahiyang nangyari. Kasi si mama php 2000 thou lang ang binigay eh. Eh usually ang grino-grocery namin eh lampas php 3000 thou. Pero sakto lang naman ang money na nadala namin. Yun nga lang wala ng sobra. Magta-taxi lang kasi kami pauwi kaya, we thought of making buhat nalang yung mga yun para pangdagdag sa bayad namin sa taxi. Besides, kaya naman naming buhatin yun eh. Kaya ok lang. ^^ Hay mahirap pag-commute ka noh? Yaan mo na nga!hehe.
posted by rian at 6/05/2007 07:44:00 PM 0 comments

Monday

See that?

May new banner na ako ngaun! Gawa s'kin ni Ances yan. Ganda di ba? Hay sa wakas nagkasya din! Yun mga naunang banner kasi nyan eh hindi magkasya. Palaging overlapping. Buti nalang hindi sumuko si Ances na gawan ako ng banner. Salamat Ances. Um must I promise that I won't have flat lines again? I think it all depends to Wook.hehe. You know me. ;D But I'm really hoping and wishing na he'd be like that na. Grabe! mas gagawin nyang makulay ang aking mundo!hehehe. Pero, kung magmamature sana siya, ang isang hiling ko lang eh yung pag-matured na mukhang pang-eligible bachelor ang dating. Hindi yung kabaliktaran. Yung tipong mala-prince like at pang-leading man look. Ganun sana.

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So, what's up with me the whole day? Ah! I woke up past 1 pm na. Tapos ofcourse! OL agad ako. Ano pa nga ba?! Kaso, wala lang, andun lang ako walang ginagawa. Kausap ko lang sa PM si Ances. Hindi ako nagb-browse sa forum. Tinatamad ako eh. Pero nakapag-reply naman ako konte. Tapos kausap ko naman sa YM si Ate Queen. Also, nags-search din ako at the same time sa mga sites and forums ng mga wook pics. Hindi pa kasi kumpleto ang wook emos sa forum eh. Hay kaso right now, tinatamad na ako maghanap ulit. Nahihirapan ako hanapin yung mga emos na kulang pa. Well, may nahanap naman ako, kaso hindi ko feel na yung pic pagnaka-emo na. Kaya yun. Wala din. Tomorrow ko nalang ulit yun gagawin. Mejo inaantok na din kasi ako eh.


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On track



Until the time is through

5ive

Now and forever, Until the time is through....

I can't believe it, don't know where to start...no baby.
So many questions deep inside my heart.
You know that...
Give me a moment before you go,
There's something you ought to know...

Baby now and forever, until the time is through,
(Until the time is through)
I'll be standing here.
Waiting and never... give up my faith in you,
(Give up my faith in you...)
Trying to make it clear.
Without your love, I'll be half a man(woman) =D.
Maybe one day, you will understand.
Now and forever, until the time is through...
I'll be waiting!

How can I tell you, so that you can see?
[you know that...]
Life has a meaning, when you are here with me.
[when you are here with me...baby...]
Give me a moment, before you go.
There's something you ought to know...

Baby now and forever, until the time is through,
(Until the time is through)
I'll be standing here.
Waiting and never... give up my faith in you,
(Give up my faith in you...)
Trying to make it clear.
Without your love, I'll be half a man(woman) =D.
Maybe one day, you will understand.
Now and forever, until the time is through...

There is no one to comfort me,
Here in my cold reality.
I'm searching for words,
What can I say... to make you see?

Baby now! Until time... is through... I'll be here!

Baby now! Until time... is through...I'll be here!


Baby now and forever, until the time is through,
(Until the time is through)
I'll be standing here.
Waiting and never... give up my faith in you,
(Give up my faith in you...)
Trying to make it clear.
Without your love, I'll be half a man(woman) =D.
Maybe one day, you will understand.
Now and forever,

I will be here for you... Until the time is through.

credits: imeem + azlyrics
posted by rian at 6/04/2007 07:30:00 PM 0 comments

Happy B-day Micky Yoochun!

Ui! kanina nakipag-celebrate ako ng b-day ni DBSG Yoochun. Nagpa-cake kasi si Ate Tam eh. Hay gaya ng dati, maganda pa din ang cake nya. Ang shala ni Micky noh?

Hay sa wakas nakita ko na ulit sila. Silang matagal ko ng ka-EB noon pa man. Grabe! tagal ko na din kasing hindi nagpapakita sa kanila. Nakakatuwa, wala pa rin silang pinagbago.

First time kong na-meet in person sina Ate Anne at Ate Isze ah. Ang ku-kwela nila. Hay gaya ng iba ko pang mga ate, mukha din silang mga bata. Nakakaloka! magiging forever young ka na ata talaga pag-fangirl ka eh. Hindi kaya?

Kanina, madami-dami din me natuklasan na facts at myths tungkol sa kung ano mang ka-KPOPan. Wala lang. Nabanggit ko lang.

Ito yung mga pics namin from the gathering:

Yoochun cake!

May & Me

Ate Anne, Pao & Ate Dette

Ate Isze, Ate Edcel & Ate Tam

Me, Edline, May, Jhocel & Reszh

Ate Tam & Micky

Ate Edcel & Me

pics credits: Ate Edcel & Ate Tam

posted by rian at 6/04/2007 01:52:00 AM 0 comments

Sunday

Bum!

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Me & Mom

Hello!
After introducing in the previous days my younger brother, its time for me naman to introduce my mother. Oh ano masasabi nyo sa mom ko? Lola?hehe. Usually, ganun ang sinasabi nila. But she's really my mother. Sort of menopausal babies na ata kasi kami nung bro ko eh. Well, she's a lawyer. Halata ba? Hindi din di ba? Ang cool nga ng ganun eh. "Hindi" kasi ang dating eh mataas ang kanyang lipad. Kaya cool yun para s'kin. Magkamukha din ba kami? Ah! I think I got my nose from her. hay... kakainis!hehehe =P But I think mine is cuter. Don't you think so? Ok enough of me na. B-bye.

posted by rian at 6/03/2007 10:39:00 PM 0 comments