W.E.L.C.O.M.E.

Monday

Dilemma

This morning, me and my friend were about to enroll our Spanish II. Okay na sana... the Language Center and the CIR of our school approved na our form so that we could finally enroll and start na sana tomorrow. Kaso, when we went to the registrar...they did not allow me to enroll naman na the subject. Over loaded na daw kasi ako. Na kapag nagpa-enroll daw ako ng Spanish II ngaun e di magiging 12 units na ako. E ang sabi, Up to 9 units lang daw ang allowed for students since hindi pa naman ako graduating kahit na incoming 4th year na ako sa June. Considered 3rd year pa rin daw kasi ako ngaun. So un... hindi kami nakapagpa-enroll tuloy.

Sobrang lungkot ko kaya nun. Paano kasi, masisira ang plano ko na maka-grad together with my batchmates on March next year. Baka maging summerian ako-- sa June ang graduation. Ayoko nga! sayang naman kasi. Isang subject nalang un eh. Kaya nga lahat na ng excuses na maisip ko kanina sinabi ko na. Kaso I failed to make it go my way. T^T

I texted my mom about the sad news. Sad kasi, mom never expected so much on me besides to graduate on March with my batchmates. At baka hindi na mangyari yun. Lahat na nga ginagawa na ng mom ko para mangyari un eh. Kaya nga nag-summer ako ngaun. Tapos nag-Language Center kahit 16,000 php ang bayad just for a two week lessons. Wala nga ako sa sarili ko habang kinakausap ako nung friend ko eh. Sobrang hindi ko kasi matanggap. Sabi nalang nya s'kin na tanggapin ko nalang daw na summerian talaga kami at wag na ako malungkot. Kaya ko naman un tanggapin kaso whenever I see my mom in my mind, I can't help but to be sad. I don't want her be disappointed. I swear.

When I got home, I told my Aunt about it. Wala lang... just to let my feelings show lang. Ewan ko nga kung may nasabi sya or what-- wala akong matandaan. Somehow I was relieved na atleast nasabi ko un. After that, I eat first my lunch tapos played a little while with my niece, then I sleep na. Mejo nahirapan ako makatulog obviously-- sino ba namang hindi? I was thinking pa na baka magalit si mama pagdating nya at pagusapan namin ung nangyari.

When I woke up, mom arrived na pala from work. I get the money that was suppose to be the payment for our Spanish II subject in my bag before I went down to discuss the latter matter with her. So un, we discussed it na. I told her everything. Mom told me na gagawa nalang daw sya ng paraan, tutal 3 units nalang naman na ang maiiwan ko. Para maka-grad ako sa March. Her plan is to request to the Dept. Ed. na makapag-overload ako. I think this week eh aasikasuhin na nya un.

I texted my friend about it. Tapos she called me on the phone. Sabi nya ask my mom nalang daw na kung pwede ang i-request nalang nya sa Dept. Ed. eh i-allow ako na makapag-enroll pa ng Spanish II this summer din. I think should be that way. Free naman na ako in the afternoon eh, so pwede dun isingit ung Spanish II subject ko/namin. Nakatulog na si mama kaya hindi ko pa sa kanya un nasasabi. Bka bukas nalang.

Sana maaprubahan na un. At sana may magandang mangyari.


posted by rian at 5/07/2007 10:41:00 PM

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