W.E.L.C.O.M.E.

LOVE

By: runerrands

I tried so hard to be loved,
But no one seems to love me.
I tried so hard to be the best,
But my best wasn't good enough.

Do you love me from what you see?
Or do you love me because it's me?

I'm here in this world,
Don't know what I'm searching.
Maybe, I just want to be love?
Or just want to love you.
Can you help my way through?

Do you know me when you look at me?
Or you're just pretending to be.

I'm very mysterious and hard to understand
But I'm not what you think I am.
If you could know me well,
Then you'll know, I'm just like anybody else.

I hate to pretend but I'm a pretender.
I used to be like this,
Wanting someone to love me in peace.

You think I'm a snob and don't know how to love?
Pls. forgive me, that's all I can say.
It's just the fact that I don't know where to start,
What's the best thing to do,
How to show it to all of you.

Pls. try to understand…
I am a young man but a child at heart,
Know nothing about myself,
Know nothing 'bout others,
Still learning to fit in to be the best that I can be.

REASON

By: runerrands

When you left I cried.
When you called I smiled.
When you're down I'm blue.
You know why?…
It's because I love you.

You're the reason I live.
You're the answer to my prayers.
You're the breath that I take,
Each and everyday.
Is this enough for you to stay?

My life is a mess without you,
Can't you see it?
This existence is because of you.
Emptiness is all I see
Because my heart has a vacancy,
Can you fill this fantasy?

When will you come back?
I'm here waiting.
Even if it takes so far,
As long as you’ll return,
I promise I'll be anticipative.

I AM WITH A PURPOSE TO LIVE

By: runerrands

I am created with a purpose.
God made me to live.

I am but a lame creation,
A lifeless soul, with a dumb mind.
Showering with good merits through her entity,
With soft touches to feel her worth.

Error to her errands is essential.
Learning from it is just.
But a journey without a comrade is a desert.
Marching to an endless waltz.

There is no such thing as surrender,
For the war is not yet over.
Think of defeat and you will be defeated.
Think of triumph and you will succeed.

Bring with you, red flag instead of white,
Show them you will never retreat.
Courage is victory.
Life is survival.

Think of it.
For God made us with a purpose to live.

UNTITLED

By: runerrands

Believing you're here is a misery.
Hoping you'll see the pain in me.
But what's the point of all of this,
If you're not here with me.

Emptiness overflows,
Shadowing the light to my survival.
Stay here,
Stay with me tonight,
I need you, I need you
Don't go.

As I wake up,
The warmth of sunshine on my face.
Still wearing these fake me.
Hiding all the tears,
Forget me not.

Remember me for a lifetime,
Don't leave the rest behind.
I'm not forgetting you, my love.
So I'm waiting still.

Stay with me forever.
I need you, I need you,
Don't go.

Untitled

By: runerrands

You're the one I idolize
The one that I adore
You hurt me
You're putting me down now.

The light that helped me to see
The darkness that lead me to plea.
You're the most painful thing
God, forgive me.

I'm calling you now
Listen to me
I know to you I'm just shit
Like a trash of paper sheet.

My story has just begun
The line is still undone
I don't need your help
I'm fine by myself

But if one day you heard me call
That's the time, I'm about to fall.